Happy CNY!!! ^^

Happy CNY!! It is an Ox year... Without my concern, it is already the 6th day of CNY, the time flies and i have been staying at home for one week..
I had moved all my stuff back from KL as i finished my Advanced Diploma course. Now,i have my long long vacation. I dont know what could i do, however. I wish to do nth but enjoy, yet my mum said :: i never say to rest but you???!!!!
I wanted to say, i was really tired throughout the last semester especially during December. But,i could expect her answer.. So i better keep in silence.

Today,finally i start a little bit of my tidying job. I took out all my thing from my drawers and found a lot of funny thing. I'd re-read all the letters and cards when i'm free ^^ Beside that, i also found my long lost collection...

These are my old cassettesss~~ i thought they were lost..
But they are actually in my drawer... wakakkakakaa!!!
Must take out to listen when bored.. ^^

These booklets are the gift from 少年
last time i like to read them.. But i forgot d
I was really surprise when i see this collection..
OMG~~!!!

And.... Sth i bring along to school daily....
Wakakakakkakakkakaaa~
Anyway, these few thing i had thrown them away lo...
Cos, is useless and nth to do with them anymore...

Tidying the old thing really some kind of fun during ur spare time.
Hahaa~ But i still have a lot of thing to tidy... I brought so many thing back from KL >,<>

Forgiveness and Punishment

Normally i couldnt remember what i have dreamed last night after few moments from my bed
The 1st dream was, i found there is another car park in Mid Valley which i believe it doesnt exist.
I couldnt get any parking lot in the dream and my friends brought me to that car park.
And when we are leaving, one of my friends ask me to go for meal in Times Square
It is Korean food, i was dilly dallying should i go? Should i bring him along?
The point is, i do not like to eat korean food.. i think this is the reason i dilly dally in the dream.....

While the 2nd dream is about the dissertation. I dreamed of the friends who i just know them from ProDeX, we might be just talk with each other for few words since then...
It is quite funny to dream of them..
I dreamed one of them who might score A for his Dissertation...
I recall this dream when reading an article about Forgiveness n Punishment from Cleo (Dec)

The words seem like inspired me something..
Which i dont know how to express..
Anyhow, i think it is better for us to forgive someone rather than punish him/her by gossip, backbiting or outright revenge..

I think i'm self-blaming for not studying the last whole night
The environment was noisy and i couldnt concentrate on myself
And, i'm quite annoyed by that..until now....
I still couldnt get back the study mood by just sitting in front of my laptop...
Sigh~ I should forgive it but not to punish myself for not studying and subsequently do badly in exam....
I shouldnt!!!
I must go after my schedule.... ^^

Submissions...

It is the last week of my last semester, and it drew an end today
Finally i have submitted all the assignments as well as my dissertation
=)
I thought i would be very happy with that as the burden being gave off
And yet, i didnt feel any happiness in me
It is just like the same..
I still dont feel well with my current situation.
There is another exam waiting me ahead which is starting in short time
Up to now, i still do not start any revision yet
Nth to do
What to do
How to do
=(
What's happening.. so sad n moodless

话题人物 :: 他与我

最近，我成了同学们的话题人物。每一天都在谈论着。
其实还蛮害怕的，因为我不曾因为这样的事情，而让人谈论着。
昨天半夜，我被朋友叫出去喝茶，最终，被逼供了。
我以为他们不会问我。是我太傻，太天真了。

不知道从什么时候开始，他找我的次数多了。
一开始，我觉得朋友，还好。渐渐地，友情好像开始慢慢地变化。
我察觉了，可是，我不敢肯定。我当没事发生。
因为我最想要的，便是维持好朋友的关系。
最重要的是，我没有心理准备进入一段爱情；还有，我无法确定他的举动。
我们一起sms的次数更多了，但是他还是一样没有行动，我继续保持沉默。
我们一起出去的时间也多了。
人潮中，大家在一起玩乐；人潮以外，我们会聊些私人话题。
当然，都是他开始。我也只是回答，反正没事的。
后来，朋友有开始说，你们俩最近好像很好。
当然都没有否认，只是我们真的是朋友。
话题开始流传。。。。。。。
一直到圣诞前夕，我们的BBQ派对。如我所料，我一定被人家玩死。
我，被灌醉了。可是意识依然清醒。我很晕很晕。
这时，他喝了很多。他开始呕吐，后来朋友们才开始灌我。
他大概帮我顶了一半的酒，如果不是，我应该会不省人事。
很晕很晕以后，我知道我已经倒在他的床上，我开始无法支撑自己。
后来是朋友扶我回家，我也呕了。
朋友们都说 “派对里，见证了一对情人的诞生” ； “派对里，看到了一个好男人”
我都一笑置之。我觉得，好男人应该不是这样断定。
几天后的一个夜晚，他一如往常sms我。
我开始料到，接下来的信息，到底会说些什么东西。
果真。然而，我拒绝了。一个很早以前就想好的理由。
<<我已经要离开这里，我不希望一个不能在我身边的男朋友，我不希望一段远距离的恋情。。。>>
这以后，他说，希望可以保持最近我们的那一段关系。我没有拒绝。
可是，好像跟进一步了。我，其实渐渐开始慌了。
人前的我，是如此的镇定，其实心里，觉得不好受。
我到底想要怎样。每一天，从早到晚，从晚到早的sms.....
嗯。。。。。。。我不知道接下来我要怎么走，只是还挺希望快点回家。
至少我不需要害怕在这里，我还会继续沉沦。

昨晚，朋友对我的逼供。我都否认了，可是原来他们知道了。
之前他们已经向他逼供！后来，还是得认了。
他们说 “他是个好男人，应该尝试。” 这一点，我想，我也清楚知道。只是尝试...
嗯，我不希望一段恋情在几个月后便消失。我觉得没意义，也浪费时间
他们说 “如果不要，就不要这么常找他，不要让他失望” 可是，即将考试，我不忍心在这个时候整死他。还有，不是我不要，只是他来得太迟。如果，一两个月前，应该还不错。
他们说 “请回家好好考虑” .........................................

回到家里，我看到他的留言，要我叫他起身。
我犹豫了，后来还是打了电话，叫他起身。
他说他很高兴，我看得懂他的暗语，可是其实我，不知所措。
看着他越来越多的甜言蜜语，我更不知如何是好。
或许我真的应该尝试，只是我还没有勇气踏出那第一步。
我还需要时间，让自己更确定，让自己更踏实。

2009的愿望

嗯，好像很久没有在这里留下自己的足迹。
2009年了。跨年的那一晚，我忽然想到，到底2009年我有什么愿望？
我好像真的忙到什么都忘记了。。
可是，我有努力地在想，只是，我好像想不到任何愿望。
应该还是希望身边的人健康，快乐。
对于自己，好像也不知道要怎样。因为总是觉得，前路茫茫
我可以顺利毕业去英国？去了英国，我会怎样？我会继续深造还是？？。。。
一连串的未知数，所以我也不知道要怎样。
对于爱情，好像真的遇到了。可是那一天，我拒绝了。
只是依然保持着，朋友与情人间的关系。我真的不知道我想怎样！
感觉对不起他，但是。。。

嗯，很累！一连串的庆祝活动，疯狂以后，很累很累！！
很爱睡了 zzz

Christmas

It is an end for Christmas~
And, it was quite tiring for me..
At first, i was still dilly dallying where n how should i celebrate my Christmas
I did thought of going back hometown and celebrate it with my old friends
And yet, the Christmas fall on Thursday, it is unlikely for me to go home.
Coincidentally, my classmates are organising a BBQ party on Christmas eve..
So, i decided to join the party.
Few days later, my mum told me she is coming to KL during that time.
I thought, i couldnt join the party
(Actually i not really wan to do that, but i dont know what should i do.. it'd be too pitiful to celebrate alone)
But, my considerate mum never say anything about that
She let me to have fun myself... Hahahahhahaaa~
And, she dint call me during christmas eve, and i guessed she knew i was having fun...
The next day when she rang to me, she really asked me "where were u last night................."
Hahahahahhahahhaaa~ actually quite happy with that, but what if i can do the same thing in my hometown?!

Recently i dont have good appetite, so i dint eat much in the BBQ party..
And actually i have a bit of phobia with the BBQ food..
Den, after the BBQ session, of course there is another games session..
They bought the beer and trying to make me drunk...
And, finally, i really drunk and vomited...
This is the 1st time of having such a bad experience after drinking beer..
1st - they bought Tiger which is the cheapest ; 2nd - they kept asking me to drink
Finally, i couldnt stand for drinking that much, i felt so dizzy...
I tried to lay on my friend's bed.. They brought me downstair, and.....
I vomit.. Then i also need the aid from friends to send me home..
I vomited again when reach home....
Luckily, my mind was quite awake during tat time, just i really couldnt stand well.

And it was Christmas day~
I thought to send my mum to bus station, but my sis told me my aunt going to send her there
So, i continued my sleep.
When i woke up and on my MSN... then, everyone kept asking me
"So early??" "Feel better??" .......
Oh yes, it was really ok to me, but i dont wish for another beer session like the Christmas eve.
On the Christmas night, i went out with my Community Sociology friends finally..
Em, actually i dont really can "connect" with them after so long time...
Or, maybe i'm not their type.. but, i still hope to keep the relationship
It was just a normal dinner with them, but the japanese buffet.. really not nice
Moreover i was in truly bad appetite, so i paid about RM30 for 2 slices of meat... >,<
But, the worst should be... i forgot to bring along my christmas gift to exchange with them
Hahaa~luckily my partner get it, so i would deliver to him when i free ^^
And, what i get from them? i got a cash gift, RM15 and another cash voucher RM5 from red Box
=|||=

And now,everything is over and i hope to start and continue my assignment by today..
Christmas hope :: Stay happily n healthy everyday, work hard for the coming exam and score well...

I miss my home ...

I was doing data analysis for my thesis. And suddenly, i cant concentrate myself for it
So, i clicked to read my sis's blog.
I couldnt believe what had been happened on me...
there was a blog writing about my father by her...
She was writing the moments she spends with our dad.

As me, our dad is a cool person who talks very less to us.
Especially when there is only 2 persons in the car, we wont have any topic to talk with
And one day, she made my dad laughed non stop...
So, she was so happy with that...

Actually recently she told me a lot of the moments they spent at home..
I really appreciate and would like to thank her for telling me all of these..
Even i wasnt there, but at least, i know what's happening..

When i read the post, my tears dropped...
And, i really really miss my home...
I replied her ::

其实，我也很羡慕你，因为以前当我还在家的时候，爸爸很少在家，爸爸对我来说，就更陌生了。每一次你跟我说家里的笑声，笑话，我都很羡慕。很多时候，我也会想要这些时光，可是，当我知道现在我的家人是这样融洽的，好像没有距离感时，我是很开心的。=)

Sunday, 14 Dec '08

I have been spending my whole day at home just to tidy my room. It was quite mess + dusty.
I was considerate should I make it as I dont actually deserve the time to do such a thing.
And yet, finally, I did it. The whole room.
Throughout the week, I was really busy until I dont have the time for myself.
Everyday, I woke up quite early, then I went to college, doing sth... I also couldnt remember what were those stuff.
Start from Thursday - Saturday, the ProDeX started. Project Design Exhibition.
I have been selected to participate in the exhibition by my project supervisor. I really dont know, was it happy or not!!

I dint have any excitement until the really last hours of Wednesday night, after being reminded by my friends only I remembered my slide show for the exhibition is yet to be done.
It was only my thesis in my mind. Then, i burnt midnight oil to complete the slides..
On the next day, i went to college as usual in the very early in the morning.
I had been waited for about half a day for the judgment. As expected, i dint get into the final.
I went back to home and had a nap. Ms. Wong rang to me when i was sleeping...
When i woke up, i went to college to attend my classes..
For the next day, it was almost the same, but i had to spend my whole day in college.
Everyday, i wake up - college - back for nap - college - sleep...
My days.. sigh~
Anyway, i think i should think positively.
I actually had earned sth from the exhibition >> the experience, new friends, the lucky draw(computer keyboard), vouchers, free giftsss.....
Anyway, at the end, i quite appreciate with the chance given to participate in this exhibition.
At least, my advanced diploma being coloured a bit before the end.

After the exhibition, i was really tired. But, i still went out with my friends..
I just dont wan to stay at home, hope to have relax Saturday night, hanging outside.
And, i reached home on about 3.30am...
Before i went out, i found that my nike shoes had been lost. As i were wearing high heel for the exhibition, so i never realised it....!!! Really sad for that...

Hmm, to think properly, i also dont know am i sad for that... or?? .... I dont know!!!
I just tidy up my things and thrown sth... and read some letters/cards by friends in old days...
It was quite fun for that....

Just finished reading my friend's blog.. It made me to think of sth...
两个人在一起，是为了填补寂寞的生活，还是想要共度生活？！
或许，恋爱，是为了填补寂寞的生活；婚姻，是为了共度下半辈子。
爱情，不该让人觉得是一种负累。
爱情，应该顺其自然地发生，慢慢产生变化..........??!!!

娇滴滴？？

刚刚跟朋友出去喝茶。
其实也不怎么想去，但既然到了，就随便吧。
明天，我会在朋友去Puchong做访问。。
然后，刚才她一直要求她的男朋友陪她去。
“艳琦载你的女朋友去，难道你不要去咩？”
“我们三个人去，要讲什么呢？！”
“好咯，就让我们对望咯。。”
其实，我忍不住了，可是依然压抑着。
她甚至要我说，不要载她去，要她的男朋友载她去。
她的男朋友之所以不要去是因为，他根本没有事情做。
只是去那里摇晃。
... ... ... ... 好无聊！！

当然，我不会这样伟大，载她去。因为我也要去做访问，希望可以完成至少一个。

我真的不明白，其实我们都是认识的。
少了他的陪伴，就不能做事吗？
很讨厌情侣在我眼前争执，很烦！
我始终觉得，想要商量，请闭上门，不是大庭广众

26th Nov 2008 - Wednesday - Sunny but start raining at night

I was so annoyed as my printer always malfunction at the very very moment..
I have to pass up my PED (Assignment), and was printing out my work after compilation at the very last minute..
Anyway, it was considered punctual. The time to pass it up was 4-5pm, and we reach college on 5pm sharp.
Trying to settle everything earlier, but... It's really difficult to change the attitude.
Let it be...

The frustration raised in me and made me lost the mood to attend the night lecture and i skipped the lecture at last.. ^^
1st, I went to McD to buy Moto Moto, and... i cant get it, anyway i get Julien finally..
After that, we heading towards Pavillion for our main course.. hahahahaa!!! Ichiban Boshi..
A very very nice sushi restaurant...


Hehee, can u see the thickness of the salmon sashimi??? I love it so much....
It is really difficult to describe the happiness when put it into my mouth by words....
And, today... finally i had my tuna sashimi as well...
I just want some nice food, nice place to release my bad mood... >.<

After the meal, we went for a window shopping... Christmas is coming....
It's so beautiful... Anyway, i prefer the previous christmas decoration which theme is white color..


Guess... What it is.... hahaa!!! It is a cake.... I saw it in one of the cake house in Pavillion, i think it is Olive Tree... Forgotten!
Nice... Wish to have one during christmas to enhance the circumstance..

After that, for sure we had a movie - 武术 (Wu Shu) - it's wednesday wor, so only RM8 in Pavillion... hahaa!!!
Em, quite nice.. And dont know why, i feel quite touching... Not just fighting, but it tells some moral values as well..
I thought i can go home after the movie, and my friends said... It's yet to be 11pm..
Anyway, i pay the parking ticket as well.....
And... It was still have traffic jam.... So..... I turn another way and heading toward Times Square.
[My friends suggested to play bowling] Then, we really purposely went to play bowling.. hahaa!!

After the bowling, we still go for another station :: McD again, just to get Moto Moto...
Anyway, still failed.. So each of us have one Sundae ice cream, and we were chit chatting there and planning for tmr's activity...
Finally, we go home... Hahahaa~

Actually, i really enjoy with such activities.. And, normally we do according to the mood, we dont plan.. Most of our planning failed!! Hahaa..
Like 2 weeks ago, we had a gathering with diploma classmates.. It was an enjoyable day..


And.. last week, i wanted to buy my bus ticket... So i went to Puduraya...
After that, since we went out for lunch, and being waiting for hours to have the lunch...
Then, we went to Times Square to eat lamb chop in Gasoline..

my mushroom lamb chop, as i was having flu... that's why i ordered mushroom sauce..
And, i dont dare to eat the fries, as i worry it will worsen my sickness.... So..... It became.....

Hahaa, my days so enjoyable n exciting right?!
Actually, being used to it sometimes, with the gang around...

my Weekend at home

When i said, i'm going home this weekend, my classmatesss asked me, AGAIN???!!!!!
Yup.. ^^ but i really wanna go home.. As most likely, i'm not coming home during December due to the tight schedule. So... ~

After being home for few days, em.... about 3 days lar... Still not enough, but it is the time to back to KL... It seems like i dint do a lot of thing, just done a little part of them...
Anyway, this time i have time to discuss sth with my mum.. Unlike to the last 2 times, back home for only few hours...
Up to today, the flu n coughing have been continuing for one week d.. Still almost the same, but it does get better anyway... Hope to get well soon...
Anyway, even in home town, i still have to rush for my assignment PED.. haihz... I finished one part, then tonight have to continue with the theory part..
I'm still the same, i thought i can... but still have to postpone the progress until the 11th hour. Aiks*
It seems like i have to do a lot of thing after going back to KL.. Contract Admin, Prodex, Interviews, Project Management, Thesis..... I really so scare...

Em, anyway i'm quite happy with this weekend 'vacation'.. Even i dint really rest in home, going out with friends n family... But still consider not too bad...
The new wing of Gurney quite disappointing.. or maybe i should have a proper shopping there before make any judgment.
Only managed to meet up with jui, sotong n mimi... hhmmmm.... okokk lor~
Still dont meet up with teh ping even i'm the earliest to say to meet him... but but but.....!!!
And, i have dyed my hair.. i'm quite happy with the color.. quite natural... hahahhahahahaa :D
will post the pic next time...

K,it's time for me to leave... my bus to KL on 1220...

15 Nov 2008, Saturday

今天，终于可以早起身。但是，由于屋友也同样早课，而厕所只有一个，最后，我还是迟到了。我不知道我的迟到是否引起朋友的不满，可以我就是不想问，不想知道。
在讲堂里，我好像没学到什么东西。就是朦朦胧胧，结束了。终于，我也应该是拥有完整的笔记了。呵呵。
其实，不是睡不醒，只是，我觉得很不舒服。喉咙又开始痛了，应该有发热气，持续了好几个星期。断断续续地。
上完课，跟几个同学吃早餐。其实是为了渡过那一个小时。因为我要去访问一家发展商的Project Manager. 老实说，很抱歉，我没有准备。没有紧张的心情，心跳没有加速。。。。很自然地走进去。我还以为，访问会以英文为主，怎知，是一段华语的对话。然而，还好，至少我都知道他想要表达的。将它们翻译为英文应该不难。
访问总共进行了大约45分钟吧。访问中，我也得到了一些我在报纸上没看过的东西，很高兴。访问结束后，他问了我一些关于我的论文的东西，就聊了一会儿。
出来时，我真的很高兴，无比的兴奋。这是我没想过的。哈哈！！
回到家里，整理我的房间，扫一扫地上。上网，然后最终抵不过周公的呼唤，睡着了。
醒来时，还是继续留连网上。第一次觉得Facebook还挺不错，忽然想在那里上传一些照片，可是连续几次的当机，还是放弃了。

一个人的下午，很安静。外头偶尔飘着细雨，天空阴沉沉。然而，我一点都不觉得自己是寂寞的。很享受这一个下午。很舒服。
一个人不孤单，两个人更寂寞。
找不到知音时，这句话便得派上用场。

忽然，好像看书。还是拿出了之前只看了一章的《勇敢抉择》。今天，第二章的题目是 - 异乡人
从中，我想跟大家分享一些。

• 如果我们不能选择自己的处境，至少可以决定自己的对策；不能选择自己的出身，至少可以选择自己的人生目标，放弃选择也就意味着走向死亡。
• 过了大一大二，到了大三大四，考虑人生方向的压力越来越大。说老实话，我当时真的一筹莫展。因为此前我人生的时光都花在了取悦父母和考高分上了。做到这两件事其实很简单，但是除此以外，我并没有考虑过自己的人生方向。我对很多事情都感兴趣，曾经有一段时间，我一会儿想当个消防员，一会儿又想当个舞蹈家，无法确定人生的轨迹。父母对我的每个理想都予以鼓励。其实做什么无所谓，关键是一旦作出了选择，就要把它做到完美，愿意付出热情，并且自动自发地为之奉献。父母一生经历了重重艰险，他们不怕我走上和他们一样的人生道路，一直希望我能为一个目标投入全部身心，而这个目标也值得我奉献自己的才华和热情。
• 我曾经想过当个职业音乐家。但是，长久以来，我明白了尽管我热爱音乐，但是我忍受不了作为音乐家必须承受的孤独。不仅如此，谁能断定我就一定具有音乐家的才华呢？
• 我每天都头疼得要命，几个月都睡不好觉。父亲到学校看我时，我告诉他我讨厌法律。他很担忧，但是他不想让我就此放弃。在他看来，放弃意味着失败，你必须坚持到底，不管处境有多么艰难。尽管我打算告诉他我想离开法学院，但是话到了嘴边还是没有说出来。我有在学校坚持了一个月。
• 如果我想发挥能力和天赋，实现自己的理想蓝图，就必须找到能让我为之投入全部脑力和心理的东西。生活是属于我自己的，我可以做任何自己喜欢的事

看完了，最后自己煮了面线来吃。一边吃，一边看《冰天动地》。一个TVB为了台庆而制作的节目。叙述冰川的融化，地球的暖化。
我觉得是一个很值得观看的节目，因为真的可以从中学习。
当中有一些大学教授/研究者的访问。其实，很早以前我就有想过，我要修读一科关于怎样运用环保在建筑的过程，一些关于环保建筑物的东西。
然而，我真的不敢告诉我的父母，我想，他们会杀了我。
但是，如果日后我找到相关的资料，或许我会自助进修。毕竟马来西亚，真的没有这东西，或者是很少运用，因为那昂贵的费用。
其实，还没选论文题目时，我想写一篇这样的论文。后来，因为很多人都在写Green Building, 而且我也找不到我想要的东西。我要的不是Green Building, 是将环保与建筑物联系起来。所以，最终放弃了。

原本想在今天将今早的访问写出来，现在放弃了。因为我想看书。^^
其实，我最期待的工作，便是杂志社里，访问一些人，然后将访问写成文章。然后放入一些照片，受访者随性的照片。最后，写一写我自己的感想。
现在的我，应该没什么勇气转行。^^

天空

这两天，又开始下起雨来。自从与朋友从槟城回来。

心想 ：还好我们结束了我们的旅程。
埋怨 ：为什么一直下雨？
大热天的时候，我们总是埋怨，好热好热。
却忘了，我们常年都保持在这样的气温。
一些国家，比我们更热
我们说 ：就快中暑了。说了那么多次，什么时候是真的中暑？！

今天临上课前一个小时，天空开始下起雨来。
喜欢我的房间，因为有窗口，还有街景。
只是偶尔，在下雨时，来不及关窗时，雨会飘进来。
偶尔，看看窗外，喧哗的街道；寂静无人的街道。。。

通常，我起身的时候，已经是中午时分。
偶尔看见窗外晴空万里，心情也会很愉快。
我，很喜欢蓝天白云。
它让我觉得很舒服，好像昨日的烦恼，也抛到万里之外
我什么都忘记了。
睡觉时，我都不会关窗，因为我比较喜欢流畅的空气。
还有，最主要的原因，我希望我可以在太阳升起时，
我也可以起身。
虽然，很难。
因为我一定可以躲过阳光，钻进被窝里。
可是，我的房间是西斜。
太阳快下山时，很热、很晒。

偶尔，我可以看见很美很美的夕阳。
红红的火球，渐渐往下掉。
很多时候，我都很想拍下。
可是手机的相机功能有限。
遗憾
偶尔，我可以看到被渲染成橙红色的天空
我真的觉得，很舒服。

不知道什么时候开始，我开始喜欢瞭望天空
凝望海洋（当然这不能常坐）
那无尽的宽阔，让我迷恋
或许
我真的太眷恋 自由
根本不想被任何人夺掠

我也很喜欢星空，还有月圆之夜。
星星和月亮，好像离我好远。
黑暗中的一点明亮

天空
嗯
还有雨后的彩虹
很久没看到彩虹了
希望，有一天我可以在这里看到
我的房间，A-21-12

写于，一个失眠的夜晚
或许，背后真的很痛
床已经走形了，不能支撑我

囍帖街

歌手：谢安琪

忘掉种过的花 重新的出发 放弃理想吧
别再看 尘封的喜帖 你正在要搬家

筑得起 人应该接受 都有日倒下
其实没有一种安稳快乐 永远也不差
就似这一区 曾经称得上 美满甲天下
但霎眼 全街的单位 快要住满乌鸦
好景不会与日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
爱的人 没有一生一世吗 大概不需要害怕

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下

忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗 等不到下一代 是吗

忘掉砌过的沙 回忆的堡垒
剎那已倒下 面对这 坟起的荒土 你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情 就会一生一世吗 又再惋惜有用吗

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下

忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗

终须会时辰到 别怕 请放下手里那锁匙 好吗

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I listened for this song for quite some time ago, and yet...

i used to listen and dont read to its lyrics..

Today, sudd i read to the lyrics... and i think....

囍帖街 is a street in HK which doing couples wedding invitation card and everyone went there when they are going to tie their knot.

Due to civilisation and development, there are a lot of refurbishment on the old buildings. Developers buy the old buildings and redevelop the building into a new place and changed its original facade.. When there is no more empty land for development

Then the place might be another place to hang out for the citizen, as a new landmark of the place..

Actually, it is quite sad to have this happen. I would rather the developer or the state government to redevelop the place and keep its origin so that our citizens, the next generations would have the chance to learn and know the history, the development of the place.

But, developers still a businessman who want and have to earn money.

The world still growing...

Rest ends, Work starts

I'm back!! I just put down my thing.. Feel nice, but bit of tiring as i had been sitting in the car for about 6-7 hours. Even i'm the one who was sleeping...

It wasnt a party,but a lunch having together with my family memberssss.... including all my uncles,aunts, and cousinsss..... hahahaa!! Quite nice the food, but i dint really eat much as felt quite full.

I did nothing at home,just watching TVB anniversary programmes with my siblings. I dint even chat with my parents even i wanna discuss with my mum should i buy the digital camera now.. Thinking...~ Mega sale coming lo~~ Hohohohoo...* 29th Nov

Actually after the Penang trip with my classmates, sth strange happen. One of my gal friend suddenly get angry with the whole world. I was trying to talk to her, but nth get into her mind. Since then, i wont have the patient to do more than that. So i continue my days, relaxing.. Resting as i felt so tired after driving all the way from KL-Penang-KL..
Suddenly,i'm being complained.. She told my friend that i dint help her in the assignment and let her finish all the thing. My Gosh, this is my 1st time being complained. That feeling, terribly bad. Actually, i told her not to do and have a rest before continue.. She said, she slept a lot in the car so try to do sth now.. Well,i cant stop her... End up.......

Ok,fine... Since then, i finished my rest now,and.. i will work as hard as i can throughout the week. Finish everything for her, and.. i also wan to do my own thesis as well...!!
I will do that!!! Turn into a new leaf after being re-charged.