Monday, August 23, 2010

一个人的叻沙并不好吃

As usual, didnt want to wake up. =.=
Monday~~ :(

The car park sitter asked "lama tak datang? Tak kerja?"
Shaked my head "took LRT"
paid him RM6 for uncovered + unfurnish ground carpark per entry

Hungry due to skipped dinner last night,
Bought myself a cold nasi lemak from 7-11 after dilly-dally for 30 seconds
Lemak-less rice, sambal, etc no good :(
Cost me RM2 :(

Monday blue
Heartless in office for more than 1 week :(
Game for whole morning
Bejeweled, Bubble Spinner

Lunch
Mamak again, fasting month, only mamak
And, it looked like to rain
Bihun Goreng + Teh Tarik = RM5

Told myself to start work
Heartless to the structural works,
Asked myself to shift to architectural works
The drawings fainted me
Yet still manage to catch bit by bit
Working mood was cultivated bit by bit

Left office an hour later after the office hours
Just to finish what is in my mind
Worried would lost the determination tomorrow

My manager approached me for a few words
Just normal greeting
Yet, I worry that is something about project
Well, being selected to follow up the headache project which i hate the most
Anyway, i'm just the alternate person-in-charge
But, the person in-charge hardly to be in KL :(

I left
Surprisingly, It is still jamming on the road
I took the alternate way
Broke the rule
Passing the road barrier and got up to the flyover

Heading to night market in SS2
Craving for the Laksa
Across the road kerb illegally again
Then, Turning 2 rounds and finally got a legal parking bay
:)
I saw a few raindrops on my windscreen
I risked
I had my laksa + chicken floss bread as my breakfast for tmr
Laksa isnt that nice...... :(
RM4 + RM2

OK
I gone through the risk safely
I succeeded to get home before the rain pour

It is mid July of lunar calendar today
Saw somebody pray at the road side

RM19 carry to sum >___<

Thursday, August 19, 2010

万事起头难!

有時候我覺得自己像一隻小小鳥 想要飛卻怎麼樣也飛不高
也許有一天我棲上了枝頭卻成為獵人的目標
我飛上了青天才發現自己從此無依無靠
每次到了夜深人靜的時候我總是睡不著
我懷疑是不是只有我的明天沒有變得更好
未來會怎樣究竟有誰會知道 幸福是否只是一種傳說 我永遠都找不到
我是一隻小小小小鳥 想要飛呀飛卻飛也飛不高
我尋尋覓覓尋尋覓覓一個溫暖的懷抱 這樣的要求算不算太高
所有知道我的名字的人啊你們好不好 世界是如此的小 
我們註定無處可逃
當我嚐盡人情冷暖 當你決定為了你的理想燃燒生活的壓力與生命的尊嚴那一個重要

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

还记得小学时,老师教我们唱这一首经典的歌曲。
当时候觉得,这歌很可爱,这么多鸟,一直在算有多少个。
就,这么多。
前阵子,偶然听到这一首歌,另一个诠释方式,触动了我的心。
也许,是处境;
也许,是经历。
自从毕业,我感受到了新鲜人的痛苦。
凡事从零开始。
没有丝毫的经验,必须听从别人的指挥。
没有任何的储蓄,必须计算每分每豪。
就好像,飞上了青天,才发现,自己从此无依无靠。
每一步,都必须自己走,都必须坚强。
跌倒了,痛一下子,就要自己爬起来了。
世界,不会因为你的挫折,而为你停留。
一直以来,我的生活尚算不错,没有任何忧虑。
看到很多人,很好的生活,一直向往。
然而,却忘了,每一个人,都曾经是新鲜人。
曾经,受苦,或许艰辛地熬过来,才有今天。
我,却想一步登天。可笑!
丁当,今天如此高的点播率、曝光率,而我却忘了,
她,打拼了这么多年,我/甚至多数人都不认识她。
直到,今天。
我,应该学习沉着那一道气,慢慢往前走。
每一个目的地,都跟起点有一定的距离。
我,应该预留那一点时间,让自己磨练多一点。
经历多了,目的地的风景,应该会更迷人、灿烂。

Monday, August 16, 2010

整理 · 收拾 · 回忆

第一次
替别人整理家里

仿如
替别人整理/找寻回忆
一点一滴

仿如
在阅读别人的往事
一页又一页

一页页,记载一点一滴

想象
串成
事迹

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Life v MoneY

Was attracted by the RM1 fare by Air Asia.
Checking where to go..
I was interested in 2 destinations -- Krabi,Thailand ; Siem Reap,Cambodia.

I hope to pay a visit to Krabi is because of the nature.
I love the blue sea,
I love the greenish nature parks,
I love to see the mysterious of the caves,
Would like to go on the streets to feel the night life of Thai.

I hope to pay a visit to Siem Reap is because of the wonder!!!!
Angkor Wat, ,one of the 7 wonders.
I do have strong feel on the broken building.
To see the old time etched on the building.
To see the poorer life in Cambodia, to feel~~


[However, I dint have the interest to go to Stonehenge even i went to England :S]

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Well, recently there is another tempting heart promotion by Air Asia
RM99 to Seoul, Korea.
Hmmm, however i have not being attract by it.
Not interested with Korea.
I have quite a lot of friends bought the tickets.
Em, They are rich to me.

[I really dont know where have been my money gone..]

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Life,
Is for work?
Is for travel?
Is for anything? Anyone?

Well, everyone has their own ambition.
Someone, earn & save the money for investment
Someone, earn & save the money for traveling
Someone, earn & save the money for someone
Someone, etc...

Honestly,
I do jealous on my friends who earn more than me.
Yet, I stick to my target,
I think, the company could provide me the experience.
Hope, this risk I'm undertaking will really bring me benefit.

I asked myself,
What do I want for my life.
Em, I want stability.
I like to be flexible in stable life.
Flexibility in Stability

I want a covered area to form my own space, perhaps a family / my life.
I have been craving that badly.
Yet, financially failed to support the dream.

So, It depends, ur mind affects ur action.

Anyway, I do hope to catch more natural moment ~~

Here to share the reasons I like Angkor Wat through pictures =)



Tuesday, August 3, 2010

想念,是因为有两颗相粘的心。

How to measure how much do u miss somebody?

by a Scale Ruler?
Well, Wat's the scale?

By a Timer?
How long the time been passing by?

By an Action?
What could u do, because of missing that person?

Em..
I think,
It is unmeasurable

It can just be...
In ur heart..
And, you are the one who knows
How much do u miss that person.