Friendship~

= Em, this post is sth i wanted to write for quite some time. =

Over the years since i started to online, i started to write out sth about myself online. Even it is quite unsecured and being published to public, yet i still write it out.
I have forgotten why did i do so, but now, it is certainly because of lazy to write and have forgotten lots of the words especially chinese words.

During the secondary school, i think friendship is quite important to everyone. It might be more important than ur family as it was the treachery period. And most of my time was spending with my friends. Slowly, u would have a gang of friend.
It is so called "best friend"

For sure, i do have a group of friends. We were very very big gang, we always hang out tgt in school. It was looked like gangster.. And yet, it decreases slowly~~
Within the group, of course there are still sub groups...
I could remember, i wrote quite a number of 'articles' about friendship...
Time doesnt wait nor stop, finally we left our secondary school towards our dream and future.

At first, we would say...
Wish not to be apart with each other..
Wish... ; Wish... ... .. etc.
Slowly when time passes, u might forget ur old friends....
I'm quite lucky as i did not lose them but keep them beside me until now.

Recently, most of my friends find their partner.
I do wish them the best luck sincerely from my heart.
And yet, i found that i am losing them...
My friends seem like going more and more far away from me..

Actually i have understand the situation quite some time ago between it happens between my friends and i..
Thus i never say anything...
I remember, one of my friends said, we are such a good friend, as we put each other in the heart then it is enough.(Should be sth like this)

Yup, I was quite admit with that. But as time goes, i found that...
It isnt! No matter wat kind of relationship, it needs ur heart to develop them.
Friends, family, love one. We have to take care on them, it also need to be feed to keep growing.

Maybe i also dont divide my time evenly. I found i actually losing quite a lot of friends... The one who i can find to chat with getting lesser n lesser..
When we grow up, we are handling more and more thing
working/studying which is almost conquer all ur life, den u will spend the rest of the time with ur partner.. After tat it is family and friends will be the last one..
Therefore, as u getting older, u found that u getting lesser friend.
Thus, it is rarely to heard friends from parents.

Maybe, i still need friends~
不再友谊永固，只希望常青 ^^

年龄 · 健康

年龄，其实是一个很可怕的东西。
以前常听说，年龄是所有女人的秘密。
以前不明白当中的原因，现在，好像都明白了。
渐渐，发现自己老了。身体，生理……
开始想要照顾、保养自己的身体，深怕一天就这样无疾而终

这两天都在医院里进出，拥有更深的体会。
今天，诊所里的病人还挺多的。
我也不想坐，一直站在那里观察。
放眼看去，都是银发一族。
我看着他们，一个又一个，突然。。。
我想到了我自己，我的那一天，我到底会是怎样的？！
心中忽然一寒！ 我想不下去了。

人总是害怕自己老去。
然而，人又怎能战胜时间，保着健康？
我维持着迟睡迟起的习惯很久了，试想，何来健康？！

虽然老了，但是我还可以看见老板牵着老伴的画面。
这就是执子之手，与子偕老。
一股暖意涌上心头，很自然地。
当初的承诺，维持至今，无论贫富，健康与否。

5th Feb '09

现在的我觉得很累！
今天在医院呆了半天。（带婆婆去做MRI)
其实也没有严重的事情，只是白内障手术前的检查
在那里看人来人往，听是听非。
医院里，真的有很多很多的人。

早上九点前，妈妈就把我给叫醒。
还说了几句。情绪从此有点懊恼。

原本以为昨晚可以解决问题，后来才发现，或许我期望太高了。
我终于明白，很多时候都是女生想太多。
女生觉得问题出现时，男生往往都认为没问题。
我终于领悟了。
我有点失望，或许他给不到我想要的答案吧。
自己又不懂得解决。。。