Deepavali

A long waited holiday had came n gone like nobody business, yet the holiday means a lot to those who works daily.

For rest, for outing, whatever.....

I planned to go for exercise just because I'd want to try to have a healthy practice, grab some fresh air in a greenery space, for my own good as well

Well, it also due to the budgeting problem, money isn't a problem, yet It's a problem if u don't have money....

However, It's a little bit of disappointing as this desire comes to me when the raining season starts

When I was about to go to that garden, the sky looked grey n it finally drizzle

So, we turned into a shopping mall to grab sth...

Sadly, I took a fried koay teow..

Anyway, I just can't resist it

From the restaurant I could see there was no more drizzle..

I think, the god wouldn't want me to jog XD

To realise my desire, we grab the time n depart to that botanical garden

Was feeling pleasure to get the fresh air.. but the sky was still grey

End up, we ran out from the drizzle and it finally rained... Hahaa, it wasn't a good day for jogging

Ok, we headed to another shopping mall..

I saw lee hom's latest album, I was dilly dally whether to buy ..

Well, end up I didn't buy it but bought Reader's Digest...

Actually was trying to get sth which is worth for money... Hmm, shall I ??

Actually I have been hanging around the malls quite often... Found a new trend...

If u could create a trend nowadays, then you rule!!

Ok, let's see....

People would ask "have you Google yet??"

"Please check in your location through Facebook"

And, people are willing to spend the time to buy sth like iPhone, drinks like Chatime, a franchise growing fast recently, Over Time - another outing pub for the youngsters...

No matter it is big business or a small business, if you could attract people and make it a trend then you are success

So I was thinking on the way back to home, if I could make a brand/trend someday......

Isn't that is great???

Yet, how???

Should learn sth on it......

*I was once keen to try on Chatime n I tried it for the first time during my birthday.....

Taught

星期五晚上，看了辛亥革命。

哇！不错，不错！

可是，有点 “到喉，吾到肺” 的感觉。

看了，我觉得，我们也应该向孙中山似勇敢为自己国家的幸福努力。

我们必须往幸福的方向前进。

我们，是时候改变了。

Sunday Evening, watched Real Steel.

I learned, never fear of people saying we are weak or etc.

Fight until the last, Try the Best...

We may win the fight...

"Nothing is really over until you stop trying"

=(

I think it has been the worst weekend i ever have.

I was seriously feeling of tire, yet i have a lot of thing to do.

I think, i have to do this, this, this and that...! Urgh!

I got a long waiting increment letter and end up with tear.

Now i know, i got nth with my hardship.

I dont know what happened and the menstrual pain is very serious..

I tried my best to do my best instead of facing people with the bad temper.

I almost to scold the waiter...

Hmmm....

People are around me, even my family came to KL

Yet, i still feel lonely..

Actually, i have been thinking of getting married, if i meet a good guy who i think reliable.

I think, i'd tie up the knot, ...

I dont want to be very independent, yet i dont want to dependent on someone else, but my partner of life.

Life is not easy, i know!

疑是银河落九州

一直向往大自然的奥妙

也了解自己的渺小

今天我到了林明山的瀑布

第一次体验真正的壮观

It is amazing and etched in my heart deeply, I'll always remember it....

模糊

前方越来越模糊

我已经不知道下一站的目的地

我可以换另一条道路吗？？

静

最近都很想安静下来，好好地充实自己

很想找个安静又属于自己的地方

我觉得，生命中最重要的事情应该要好好地处理，时间不可以轻易浪费

任人怎么说，我还是选择留下

或许会徒劳，但是应该可以赚到一些经历

经历应该就是生活上最大的财富??

我大概应该不需要理会他人的话语、眼光

我大概应该继续埋头，好好地对自己的事业负责，然后再继续往前行

我必须要好好地盯紧我的目标

我一直在问，我到底想要些什么

我一直找不到哪一个我满意的答案

打从心底，我还真的没有那一股勇气

我想要的

最近常在想，思索属于自己的

我大概不可以再这样糊里糊涂地生活

我应该要懂得自己为了什么而活。

那天老板娘说，其实你不错，可是有时候blur blur

女人的生理期，这理由可以接受吗?

我必须要控制自己的情绪，再专心点为自己的事业拼搏

事业是否是一条引领自己朝向更高处的管道??

可以让自己拥有更多的钱

可以提高自己的价值和地位

可以开拓自己的生活圈子

我不知道我是否会一直这样

我的公司是否值得我继续留下

我，我的伴侣是否真的，可以陪伴我，照顾我????

我好像不知道他是对的人吗?

疑惑

没有人

节日是否真的那么重要??

最重要的那一个人的出席，重要吗??

无言

想说

我错了

我没资格做什么

我很自私

对不起

这是很重要的决定

前途会因而改写

我不要将来的后悔

你的决定我会尊重

我会祝福

如果你为了我而决定

我也会很感激

我会更珍惜一切属于我们的

祈祷

等待

我不是一个好的生活策划人

我不懂得如何规划生活

一直抱着即来之，则安之的态度

反正，到了桥头的船自然就会直

我或许跟不上时间的步伐，

但我会因时间,事物而改变自己

这样，到底好吗???

等待

我不是一个好的生活策划人

我不懂得如何规划生活

一直抱着即来之，则安之的态度

反正，到了桥头的船自然就会直

我或许跟不上时间的步伐，

但我会因时间,事物而改变自己

这样，到底好吗???

Myself

There might be many intimate friends surrounding when a person was young.

The elder, the lesser.

When ppl is telling their stories to u, how many of the stories will be taken into our own account ??

Perhaps, most of the time, we listen & forget

I like a Cantonese phrase which sounds 针唔吉到肉唔痛

Which means, we only feel pain when we get injected

Thus, we actually don't understand a person's situation unless we are in / gone through the situation

Principles are always there, yet implementation is always in another way

Think

Watched kung fu panda 2 recently, the master taught him to stay calm & problems will be solved

Sounds easy, yet difficult...

Be in peaceful mind, stay calm and think

What's Next ??!

I've finally finished my QS professional papers for my very 1st stage

I didn't try my best for my preparation, but I think I tried my best to write in everything that I know

I hope I could pass all the papers even I know I don't deserved that

I'd pray for it

If I don't pass all of them, maybe I'd give myself another try...

After the exam, I'm rushing back to the office for my mounting work load, I have too much awaiting job..

Luckily it wasn't too bad, I need not to work like hell for the weekend..

As I wish..

Then I'm started to think on my next step....

What I shall do for the next???

My MSc study preparation, mentally, financially, physically.....

My life, found my life is in mess. I want to get everything organised including my wardrobe, seriously dislike mess!!!

My knowledge on construction n properties field is founded too least for me to survive in the society, I shall equip myself with some studies...

Trying to get some cheaper way for it

I think, I'll get this for my life long career

My future, I'm thinking... shall I set up my own business if I'm able to live until 30 years old. Life of being an employee will never generate the certain amount of money for me, I must find some ways

Besides, I oso thinking my life from 25-30.... it seems too near!!!!!

I don't want to get my things spread all around, ain't going to plan my life as well, but I hope there is a guideline, I need it... I think.

立夏

其实，我很喜欢夏天
今天我才知道立夏原来的意思 :)

立夏节气的由来每年5月5日或6日，太阳到达黄经45°为“立夏”节气。
　　
这个季节，在战国末年（公元前239年）就已经确立了，预示着季节的转换，为古时按农历划分四季之夏季开始的日子。如《逸周书·时讯解》云：“立夏之日，蝼蝈鸣。又五日，蚯蚓出。又五日，王瓜生。”即说这一节气中首先可听到蜊蜊（即：蝼蛄）蛄在田间的呜叫声（一说是蛙声），接着大地上便可看到蚯蚓掘土，然后王瓜的蔓藤开始快速攀爬生长，描述的就是孟夏之初的物候景象。《月令七十二候集解》中说： “立，建始也，夏，假也，物至此时皆假大也。”这里的“假”，即“大”的意思，是说春天播种的植物已经直立长大了。
　　
实际上，若按气候学的标准，日平均气温稳定升达22℃以上为夏季开始，“立夏”前后，我国只有福州到南岭一线以南地区真正的“绿树浓阴夏日长，楼台倒影如池塘”的夏季，而东北和西北的部分地区这时则刚刚进入春季，全国大部分地区平均气温在18～20℃上下，正是“百般红紫斗芳菲”的仲春和暮春季节。


立夏景色
进入了五月，很多地方槐花也正开。立夏时节，万物繁茂。明人《莲生八戕》一书中写有：“孟夏之日，天地始交，万物并秀。”这时夏收作物进入生长后期，冬小麦扬花灌浆，油菜接近成熟，夏收作物年景基本定局，故农谚有“立夏看夏”之说。水稻栽插以及其他春播作物的管理也进入了大忙季节。所以，我国古来很重视立夏节气。据记载，周朝时，立夏这天，帝王要亲率文武百官到郊外“迎夏”，并指令司徒等官去各地勉励农民抓紧耕作。
　　
立夏以后，江南正式进入雨季，雨量和雨日均明显增多，连绵的阴雨不仅导致作物的湿害。还会引起多种病害的流行。小麦抽穗扬花是最易感染赤霉病的时期，若预计未来有温暖但多阴雨的天气，要抓紧在始花期到盛花期喷药防治。南方的棉花在阴雨连绵或乍暖乍寒的天气条件下，往往会引起炭疽病、立枯病等病害的暴发，造成大面积的死苗、缺苗。应及时采取必要的增温降湿措施，并配合药剂防治，以保全苗争壮苗。“多插立夏秧，谷子收满仓”，立夏前后正是大江南北早稻插秧的火红季节。“能插满月秧，不薅满月草”，这时气温仍较低，栽秧后要立即加强管理，早追肥，早耘田，早治病虫，促进早发。中稻播种要抓紧扫尾。茶树这时春梢发育最快，稍一疏忽，茶叶就要老化，正所谓“谷雨很少摘，立夏摘不辍”，要集中全力，分批突击采制。
　　
立夏前后，华北、西北等地气温回升很快，但降水仍然不多，加上春季多风，蒸发强烈，大气干燥和土壤干旱常严重影响农作物的正常生长。尤其是小麦灌浆乳熟前后的干热风更是导致减产的重要灾害性天气，适时灌水是抗旱防灾的关键措施。“立夏三天遍地锄”，这时杂草生长很快，“一天不锄草，三天锄不了。”中耕锄草不仅能除去杂草，抗旱防渍，又能提高地温，加速土壤养分分解，对促进棉花、玉米、高梁、花生等作物苗期健壮生长有十分重要的意义。
　　
立夏后，是早稻大面积栽插的关键时期，而且这时期雨水来临的迟早和雨量的多少，与日后收成关系密切。农谚说得好：“立夏不下，犁耙高挂。”“立夏无雨，碓头无米。”民间还有畏忌夏季炎热而称体重的习俗，据说这一天称了体重之后，就不怕夏季炎热，不会消瘦，否则会有病灾缠身。江西一带还有立夏饮茶的习俗，说是不饮立夏茶，会一夏苦难熬。早在古代的君王们也常在夏季初始的日子，到城外去迎夏，迎夏的日子就是立夏日。
　　
《礼记·月令》篇，解释立夏曰：“蝼蝈鸣，蚯蚓出，王瓜生，苦菜秀。”说明在这时节，青蛙开始聒噪着夏日的来临，蚯蚓也忙着帮农民们翻松泥土，乡间田埂的野菜也都彼此争相出土日日攀长。清晨当人们迎着初夏的霞光，漫步于乡村田野、海边沙滩时，你会从这温和的阳光中感受到大自然的深情。

爱，并没有原因

望着你，我好想告诉你我爱你

可是我很奇怪地问自己，为什么我这样呢?

想了一整天，我还是找不到一个原因

后来才知道，爱并不需要任何理由，原因

虽然你不是曾经想象的一个'他'

可是你却给了我爱

我 - 爱 - 你

谢谢

两个人

刚刚知道在一起4年的情侣朋友分手了

心情一阵痛，在毫无预警之下

后来没事了，平复了自己的心，接受了

原来无论怎么计划，最后还是改变办不了变了的心

两个人既使结婚，与子携老，其实也未必

珍惜眼前人

可以相遇，一起携手的缘分

不是人人都可以，就只是两个人

生活

生活到底为了什么?
在有限的日子里
要为自己争一口气
在社会生存
要关关难过关关过

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流年不利

I cut my fingers at the very 1st working day of 2011. When I had cut, I didn't notice how much blood had bleed out. Is just normal fingers cut. Well, my colleague went into pantry and saw me standing there and he got shock. The whole hand of mine is full with blood and then only I noticed, the blood had been dropping on the floor and my whole hand.

What a bad starting of the year... I know, I crash with 太歲 this year, yet I don't know it would start so early even it's yet the Rabbit year. T.T

Well, thing goes/passes very fast. I prayed for a better days/year after that. Who knows, I suddenly get scolded by boss at the last working day before CNY. At the very last moment before I went home. This had marked a very very bad ending.

I'd say I went into her room during the wrong timing while she wasn't having a good mood.

From then onwards, I found my days aren't smooth like previously. My works, life, love, relationship with sis, every single portion of my life is not reaching the satisfying level as it used to be..

I found I'm lost in my life, I don't want to lose every single thing and dun wan to live in mess.

I'd wan to get back my time where life is centralized on my own but not others. I don't know, I feel my life in uncle's house is getting worse, perhaps my habit isn't sth acceptable.... or? @.@
But, I'm tired!

Well, due to all the unhappiness, I have decided to move myself to another life. It might be the way for me to hide from the problem, yet I have no idea where could I be in order to be better way to live for myself.

It might not be all the factor which caused me to make this decision, but it has made up the biggest portion

Yes, finally I had made up my mind, I want to go to further my study....

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Recent

Well,bought myself a new phone... Even it's expensive, yet not regretting in getting it for myself
Feeling tired since CNY until now,a holiday is needed for myself....zzz

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testing

Trying

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PATIENCE

Dunno why, I didnt change my route once I see the jam today.
I drove slowly on the road
Well, the jam was moving slowly instead of stopping there
No longer later, it isnt crowd anymore.

After some distance, it is crowded again.
Well, I almost reach my destination.

I was thinking, if i took the alternate route
I may need to stuck in crowd again..

It made me understood that...
Be patient, the cloud would go off...
And, brightness would be here...

I shall work hard even it is tough now
So, i might have good life in future