流年不利

I cut my fingers at the very 1st working day of 2011. When I had cut, I didn't notice how much blood had bleed out. Is just normal fingers cut. Well, my colleague went into pantry and saw me standing there and he got shock. The whole hand of mine is full with blood and then only I noticed, the blood had been dropping on the floor and my whole hand.

What a bad starting of the year... I know, I crash with 太歲 this year, yet I don't know it would start so early even it's yet the Rabbit year. T.T

Well, thing goes/passes very fast. I prayed for a better days/year after that. Who knows, I suddenly get scolded by boss at the last working day before CNY. At the very last moment before I went home. This had marked a very very bad ending.

I'd say I went into her room during the wrong timing while she wasn't having a good mood.

From then onwards, I found my days aren't smooth like previously. My works, life, love, relationship with sis, every single portion of my life is not reaching the satisfying level as it used to be..

I found I'm lost in my life, I don't want to lose every single thing and dun wan to live in mess.

I'd wan to get back my time where life is centralized on my own but not others. I don't know, I feel my life in uncle's house is getting worse, perhaps my habit isn't sth acceptable.... or? @.@
But, I'm tired!

Well, due to all the unhappiness, I have decided to move myself to another life. It might be the way for me to hide from the problem, yet I have no idea where could I be in order to be better way to live for myself.

It might not be all the factor which caused me to make this decision, but it has made up the biggest portion

Yes, finally I had made up my mind, I want to go to further my study....

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