Goh YanQi

Since I've back from UK, I've not been updating about myself in my blog
This is because the blog had occurred some error and i hope it's gone now.
i also not sure what to be written here, but i'm free in the office so i have the time to think =)

I didn't really stop down myself after the London and Hong Kong trip. I just stayed at home for about 2 weeks time, then i move towards to KL and started my own expected, planned life. Yet, everything didn't seems well even until this moment. I'm frustrated with that, but I know it isnt something i could manage as in my finger tip, i have to wait..

I got a job which has to start to work on 1st Oct. I rejected the job actually but the interviewer kept pursuading me. And, finally he won it and i stayed. The feel wasn't good even i have started my job there. That was lonely life. Eat alone, even with roommate, yet doesn't talk. Sorry to say that, i couldn't understand her life. I chose to quit. While i was suffering my life there, i tried to get support from my family, beloved etc.. It seems like no one >.<

On that moment, i felt like, I'm a new born human on the earth, in the social with no one beside me. Nobody could unduerstand me. I didn't know the accuracy of my decision, I just know, I was really upset.

Life wasn't as good as i thought.

My 1st job, drew up something significant in my career life. It was busy, tasteless, and dull. I reached my office early in the morning, then started to work, then would take the lonely lunch, Then continue to work. Even it's time to get off, but everyone is still working. I should to go off at 5.30pm, even i work until 6.30pm, Colleague still stare at me when i go off... =.= The life was tiring.

However, i managed to quit lastly.

And, immediately i started my 2nd job on the next day. Tiring and rushing life continued. Yet, i have colleagues to eat together during lunch, punctual lunch time, chit-chatting throughout the lunch.. Work but slightly brighten up as well.

The busy life continued for 3 months and finally i could stop down after working for about 2 monts. Now, i'm shaking legs in my office. I'm thoroughly free!!!
I'm sleepy as well...

Well, will be continued...
Dont have the mood to write ><