吃饭的压力

阿姨刚刚叫我吃饭，说开饭了，一切准备好了。
我却不敢下去，就不想看到不想看到的巨面
华人一向注重礼义廉耻，所以姨丈认为饭前叫所有人吃饭是一种礼貌，尤其长辈。
而我却觉得，反正大家坐下来了，为什么还要这样客气？？
凡正就是一家人吃饭，应该轻松地享受，无需拘礼。
昨天，听妹妹说，他在大厅广众面前说，要强逼我叫完所有人才可以吃。
。。。 。。。。 。。。。
好彩，妹妹冲凉，我说，我要等妹妹一起吃。。
嗯，就连最简单的吃饭也这样。。
=(
听到他们吃饭的声音，我还真却步了。。。

Update about YQ

I had being in Malaysia for half a month time =)
I wished to come back eagerly when i was in UK, i thought there is nth worth for me to stay down as i'm 'alone' there.
But when i left and depart and step on my homeland, there was a weird feeling rose in my heart, i didnt know how to describe it.
Somewhere so so so familiar to me, yet so strange to me..
The environment is totally different. There is another feel to see those malay nowadays... >,<

After back here, honestly i did nth even meeting on my friends.
I didnt contact ppl, but after that i just met up with my best friends..
The gathering was quite nice to me, i love it!!!!
It is really a long long time that i didnt 'yamcha' with friends..
No night life in UK >,<

Then, i had proceeded to KL
And i also got a job which i never plan or think of.
Yap, it's a QS job, and yet... it's sth about interior design, the company's speciality is totally new to me. Hmm~~~
I'm giving myself a chance to try... I'd quit if i couldnt suit myself there.
I felt the pressure, maybe of the environment, It just like i couldnt release myself even after work.
I hate the traffic jam!!! when go and back from work >,<
After back to here, and saw tonnes of cars... i felt heavy...upset!

Dunno wat would happen on me after this...?!
Just quick brief on my life, maybe would have lesser update after this
Cause i dunno does my company allow the staffs to blog anot as they blocked the friends maker websites like FB =(

Good luck to everyone =D