Christmas

It is an end for Christmas~
And, it was quite tiring for me..
At first, i was still dilly dallying where n how should i celebrate my Christmas
I did thought of going back hometown and celebrate it with my old friends
And yet, the Christmas fall on Thursday, it is unlikely for me to go home.
Coincidentally, my classmates are organising a BBQ party on Christmas eve..
So, i decided to join the party.
Few days later, my mum told me she is coming to KL during that time.
I thought, i couldnt join the party
(Actually i not really wan to do that, but i dont know what should i do.. it'd be too pitiful to celebrate alone)
But, my considerate mum never say anything about that
She let me to have fun myself... Hahahahhahaaa~
And, she dint call me during christmas eve, and i guessed she knew i was having fun...
The next day when she rang to me, she really asked me "where were u last night................."
Hahahahahhahahhaaa~ actually quite happy with that, but what if i can do the same thing in my hometown?!

Recently i dont have good appetite, so i dint eat much in the BBQ party..
And actually i have a bit of phobia with the BBQ food..
Den, after the BBQ session, of course there is another games session..
They bought the beer and trying to make me drunk...
And, finally, i really drunk and vomited...
This is the 1st time of having such a bad experience after drinking beer..
1st - they bought Tiger which is the cheapest ; 2nd - they kept asking me to drink
Finally, i couldnt stand for drinking that much, i felt so dizzy...
I tried to lay on my friend's bed.. They brought me downstair, and.....
I vomit.. Then i also need the aid from friends to send me home..
I vomited again when reach home....
Luckily, my mind was quite awake during tat time, just i really couldnt stand well.

And it was Christmas day~
I thought to send my mum to bus station, but my sis told me my aunt going to send her there
So, i continued my sleep.
When i woke up and on my MSN... then, everyone kept asking me
"So early??" "Feel better??" .......
Oh yes, it was really ok to me, but i dont wish for another beer session like the Christmas eve.
On the Christmas night, i went out with my Community Sociology friends finally..
Em, actually i dont really can "connect" with them after so long time...
Or, maybe i'm not their type.. but, i still hope to keep the relationship
It was just a normal dinner with them, but the japanese buffet.. really not nice
Moreover i was in truly bad appetite, so i paid about RM30 for 2 slices of meat... >,<
But, the worst should be... i forgot to bring along my christmas gift to exchange with them
Hahaa~luckily my partner get it, so i would deliver to him when i free ^^
And, what i get from them? i got a cash gift, RM15 and another cash voucher RM5 from red Box
=|||=

And now,everything is over and i hope to start and continue my assignment by today..
Christmas hope :: Stay happily n healthy everyday, work hard for the coming exam and score well...

I miss my home ...

I was doing data analysis for my thesis. And suddenly, i cant concentrate myself for it
So, i clicked to read my sis's blog.
I couldnt believe what had been happened on me...
there was a blog writing about my father by her...
She was writing the moments she spends with our dad.

As me, our dad is a cool person who talks very less to us.
Especially when there is only 2 persons in the car, we wont have any topic to talk with
And one day, she made my dad laughed non stop...
So, she was so happy with that...

Actually recently she told me a lot of the moments they spent at home..
I really appreciate and would like to thank her for telling me all of these..
Even i wasnt there, but at least, i know what's happening..

When i read the post, my tears dropped...
And, i really really miss my home...
I replied her ::

其实，我也很羡慕你，因为以前当我还在家的时候，爸爸很少在家，爸爸对我来说，就更陌生了。每一次你跟我说家里的笑声，笑话，我都很羡慕。很多时候，我也会想要这些时光，可是，当我知道现在我的家人是这样融洽的，好像没有距离感时，我是很开心的。=)

Sunday, 14 Dec '08

I have been spending my whole day at home just to tidy my room. It was quite mess + dusty.
I was considerate should I make it as I dont actually deserve the time to do such a thing.
And yet, finally, I did it. The whole room.
Throughout the week, I was really busy until I dont have the time for myself.
Everyday, I woke up quite early, then I went to college, doing sth... I also couldnt remember what were those stuff.
Start from Thursday - Saturday, the ProDeX started. Project Design Exhibition.
I have been selected to participate in the exhibition by my project supervisor. I really dont know, was it happy or not!!

I dint have any excitement until the really last hours of Wednesday night, after being reminded by my friends only I remembered my slide show for the exhibition is yet to be done.
It was only my thesis in my mind. Then, i burnt midnight oil to complete the slides..
On the next day, i went to college as usual in the very early in the morning.
I had been waited for about half a day for the judgment. As expected, i dint get into the final.
I went back to home and had a nap. Ms. Wong rang to me when i was sleeping...
When i woke up, i went to college to attend my classes..
For the next day, it was almost the same, but i had to spend my whole day in college.
Everyday, i wake up - college - back for nap - college - sleep...
My days.. sigh~
Anyway, i think i should think positively.
I actually had earned sth from the exhibition >> the experience, new friends, the lucky draw(computer keyboard), vouchers, free giftsss.....
Anyway, at the end, i quite appreciate with the chance given to participate in this exhibition.
At least, my advanced diploma being coloured a bit before the end.

After the exhibition, i was really tired. But, i still went out with my friends..
I just dont wan to stay at home, hope to have relax Saturday night, hanging outside.
And, i reached home on about 3.30am...
Before i went out, i found that my nike shoes had been lost. As i were wearing high heel for the exhibition, so i never realised it....!!! Really sad for that...

Hmm, to think properly, i also dont know am i sad for that... or?? .... I dont know!!!
I just tidy up my things and thrown sth... and read some letters/cards by friends in old days...
It was quite fun for that....

Just finished reading my friend's blog.. It made me to think of sth...
两个人在一起，是为了填补寂寞的生活，还是想要共度生活？！
或许，恋爱，是为了填补寂寞的生活；婚姻，是为了共度下半辈子。
爱情，不该让人觉得是一种负累。
爱情，应该顺其自然地发生，慢慢产生变化..........??!!!

娇滴滴？？

刚刚跟朋友出去喝茶。
其实也不怎么想去，但既然到了，就随便吧。
明天，我会在朋友去Puchong做访问。。
然后，刚才她一直要求她的男朋友陪她去。
“艳琦载你的女朋友去，难道你不要去咩？”
“我们三个人去，要讲什么呢？！”
“好咯，就让我们对望咯。。”
其实，我忍不住了，可是依然压抑着。
她甚至要我说，不要载她去，要她的男朋友载她去。
她的男朋友之所以不要去是因为，他根本没有事情做。
只是去那里摇晃。
... ... ... ... 好无聊！！

当然，我不会这样伟大，载她去。因为我也要去做访问，希望可以完成至少一个。

我真的不明白，其实我们都是认识的。
少了他的陪伴，就不能做事吗？
很讨厌情侣在我眼前争执，很烦！
我始终觉得，想要商量，请闭上门，不是大庭广众